I brought three pairs of shoes. The comfy, going to and from shoes which look a bit like cartoon character feet, the heels, and the flats (for when I must remove the heels but still look somewhat nice). Amazingly I made it through three Masses wearing the heels, although I had trouble feeling my toes by the end. At only 5ft. 5in., I appreciate the added height (it is supposed to make you look long and lean!), and I'm also quite sensitive about the whole "mommy look" thing. Yes, I want to be the "hot Mommy". LOL!
At home comfort rules. I suppose that is why when I come downstairs dressed somewhat nicely the triplets all know I'm leaving and start to demand "a kiss!"
After the 11:00 Mass a man came up to me, took my hand, and told me I have the voice of an angel. He then went on to tell me that he has been to church three times now in the past 20 years, and he comes because of me. I quickly thanked him and then said, "But I hope you're here because of Him", pointing toward the tabernacle. He quickly agreed, then thanked me and left. Wow. I'm so honored to know I might be playing a part in his salvation. Before Lili went to sleep I told her about this man and told her that Mommy was pleasing God with her singing. She got very excited and had to tell Daddy. This made me so happy. Lili has always gotten upset when I leave to sing at church. I want her to know how important ministry is; that I'm not leaving her to just have fun but to make a difference for God.
When I was younger I bought into our culture's definition of success. As a musician I thought my worth depended upon what kind of gigs I could get. I think some people seem a bit confused at my contentment with music ministry. Who wouldn't want to be on American Idol? Me. I don't want to be anyone's idol. The depth and height of all there is to music and harmony can be found right within me. Travel and exotic experiences are great, but everything I will ever need is close to me.
No comments:
Post a Comment